★ favorite quotes (¼): 3.07 Fresh Blood
“Because I’ve been following you around my entire life! I mean, I’ve been looking up to you since I was four, Dean. Studying you, trying to be just like my big brother. So yeah, I know you. Better than anyone else in the entire world.”
SAM WINCHESTER MEME: ✿ favorite quotes about sam [2/2]
– “Sam, Sam, Sam. Hey, hey… Come here, come here, let me look at you. Oh, hey look, hey look at me it’s not even that bad. It’s not even that bad, alright? Sammy, Sam! Hey, listen to me, we are going to patch you up, okay… You’ll be as good as new. Huh? I’m going to take care of you. I’m going to take care of you. I gotcha. It’s my job, right, watch out for my pain-in-the-ass little brother… Sam… Sam… Sammy!”
#that line in citizen fang could quite possibly be #one of the most painful things to experience #like #Sam’s spent the last 8 years of his life #side by side with Dean #hunting with him watching his back sleeping in the same rooms #eating together talking laughing trying to save him #jumped in the pit #hunted while he was losing his mind #lost Dean yet again #only to have him say #some guy that watched his back so he could get a ticket out of purgatory #was the person who had never let him down #just #i fucking can’t even imagine how Sam feels in that moment
#yep of all the shit that went down in s8 that’s the scene that pisses me off the most #i get that dean pushes people away to protect himself and he hits them where it hurts most but that was uncalled for #and something he never apologized for so i’m sure sam thinks he meant it #and it pisses me off how fandom brushes off when shit like that is done/said to sam #and actually have the gall to call him selfish for his speech in 8.23 where he is literally crying and ready to kill himself b/c he doesn’t #wanna let dean down again. sorry but if dean is allowed to feel bad about stuff that isn’t his fault or that happened a long time ago #then sam is allowed to have internalized his self-loathing about the things that have been said to and about him his entire life #from ”you’re a freak” to ”you’re a monster” to ”you’re not my brother” and so on #because *gasp* sam is a person with feelings too!!! i know take a minute let that sink in
sam winchester meme: recurrent themes [freak/monster]
You gotta believe me.
“Addiction is tricky. For example: a man who quit smoking for 11 years spent 15 seconds in an elevator with a man smoking a cigarette. He gave in.
What I’m trying to say is I think I love you again.” - Unknown