there's so much evil in the world, dean.
i feel like i could   d r o w n   in it.
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independent sam winchester
written by hannah

bloodbedewed:

                                                                                                     & rexpuerilis

                    And so a mind instantaneously shows a mild recognition
                    at the form that lays before sight. There is a remembrance
                    of Sam; recollection shall never leave a tragedy stained
                    mind. Jessica had been making her way back to the
                    grunge’d motel room that served as a temporary roof
                    for she and Dean.Now, however, her back remains pressed
                    against a bricked surface, out of sight. Hunter instincts 
                    rise within, bringing a forced grip to a firearm. Her chest
                    is heavy, a cemented sensation tainting lungs. Slowly,
                    gun raised and pointed at the ghost, she maneuvers herself
                    to he, hesitation still plaguing every footfall. The voice catches
                    the tongue, and she places herself a few paces; luckily
                    twilight has fallen, leaving them practically alone. 

                           Alright, five seconds to explain what the Hell you are 
                             and not a single one to turn around.

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he’s wandering, trying to figure out where the hell gabriel
had sent him this time, when he catches sight of her.  his
heart falters in his chest and he pauses, frozen in place.  
this is low, even for the trickster.  then again, he did make
him relive dean’s death over and over and over again, so
maybe sam is just overestimating his capacity for empathy
and compassion.

                                          ❝                     j-jess? ❞

             sam is tentative, uncertain. she’s holding a gun
            [   when the hell did his jess learn how to hold a weapon  ]
            and she looks strong.  she looks like a hunter.  
            but that’s not right. that’s so wrong that it physically
            pains him, like a blow to the chest, and he nearly
            jolts with the shock of it. 

                                                                  ❝ what are you doing here? ❞

June  5  (22:47)    ( 2 )
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