there's so much evil in the world, dean.
i feel like i could   d r o w n   in it.
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independent sam winchester
written by hannah

iamevxl:

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♛❝who, your inner girl?❞♛

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    ❝ no, my uh                my girlfriend. 

                  and ouch, does it still hurt to think of her.
                       after all this time, he thought maybe the pain
                    would lessen, but it’s still there just as strong.

May  15  (22:56)    ( 8 )
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autumnxbelle:

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{❦} Her face falls, lips curve into
a pout and she ceases her excited
bouncing. It’s all an act, a ploy to
make him feel like a dick.

                          “———You don’t want me in your class?”

           Yeah, that’s what you get
           for being so fucking hard
           to find today Sam. 

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no, that’s not what i ———  ❞  

          he frowns, trying to decipher whether
          she’s serious or just toying with him.

                       ❝ you know i’d love to have you in my class. ❞ 

May  15  (22:47)    ( 4 )
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autumnxbelle:

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{❦} “Well, what are we waiting for?”

            Her car keys are produced from her
            pocket, and she spins them around
            her finger. With the nicer weather,
            she’s been able to take the Mustang
            convertible, it took some convincing
            but her father finally gave in.

                               ”Let’s get the fuck out of here.” 

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    ❝ i am all for that. ❞

              he grins, closing his books and
              pushing them back further on the
              table. the chair scrapes against
              the floor as he stands, gesturing
              for autumn to go first. 

      ❝ lead the way. ❞ 

May  15  (22:44)    ( 26 )
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xxcastiel:

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[ ✞ ]      ❝i didn’t do anything, sam.
                i asked her for directions,
                just like i’m speaking to you now.
                i don’t understand how that
                warrants an attack..❞

                human behavior will always
                be a mystery to the angel.

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     ❝ she must’ve felt threatened.  i mean, no offense,
         but you can be kind of…. intimidating… sometimes. 

May  15  (22:36)    ( 5 )
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autumnxbelle:

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{❦} “No! That’s the opposite of even.” 

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     ❝ i think that’s pretty fair, actually. 

May  15  (22:33)    ( 16 )
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oh–lazarus:

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         ”You’re not the only one who’s made mistakes, Sam.                                                                        There are a number of things I would give anything to take back or change.                          But the fact is that I can’t. All I can do is learn from my mistakes and move on.                      Stop living in the past, Sam.”

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  ❝  you say that like it’s easy. i can’t just forget it, dean.
  i can’t just pretend it didn’t happen. i try to make up for
  it, to change, but all i do is mess up, again and again. i
  don’t even know what’s right any more.  

May  15  (22:32)    ( 9 )
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wingedxwarrior:

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“They make me happy.”

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okay. 

     damn. he and dean really
     were two peas in a pod.  

                    ❝ but a salad might make you happy too. 

May  15  (22:20)    ( 6 )
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autumnxbelle:

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{❦} “Sam! You are being so unfair!
Why can’t we just make it even.
Boobs for dick. It’s fair! “ 

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     ❝ why don’t we make it even
          by keeping our clothes on? 

May  15  (22:12)    ( 16 )
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autumnxbelle:

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{❦} “————Can you?”

                 Brows are furrowed and she hands
                 the knife to him, she can’t get a
                 good angle, and she keeps flinching
                 whenever the tip of the blade touches
                 her palm. Maybe if someone else tried,
                 the whole process would go a lot smoother. 

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      ❝ uh —— yeah, sure. ❞

he takes the knife back, grabbing her wrist gently
with his other hand.  with a gentleness he’s forgotten
over these past months, sam lets the tip of the blade
kiss the soft flesh of her palm. he winces in sympathy,
scraping the top layer of skin away to reveal the top
of the stubborn splinter.

May  15  (22:09)    ( 10 )
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autumnxbelle:

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{❦} “Yeah, well that’ll happen when two people have the munchies all the time. Let’s just stop at the store, get some granola bars or something. This is going to be so fun!” 

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            ❝ sounds great! ❞

   sam’s excited - he can’t remember the last time
   he hiked. between school and everything else
   he’s had to deal with, there just wasn’t really time.

May  15  (22:03)    ( 26 )
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