★ favorite quotes (¼): 3.07 Fresh Blood
“Because I’ve been following you around my entire life! I mean, I’ve been looking up to you since I was four, Dean. Studying you, trying to be just like my big brother. So yeah, I know you. Better than anyone else in the entire world.”
aryaunderfoot-deactivated202007:
I’m sorry, I am, but life doesn’t turn out the way you thought it would when you were fourteen years old. We were never gonna be normal. We were never gonna get away. Grow up.
SAM WINCHESTER MEME: ✿ favorite quotes about sam [2/2]
– “Sam, Sam, Sam. Hey, hey… Come here, come here, let me look at you. Oh, hey look, hey look at me it’s not even that bad. It’s not even that bad, alright? Sammy, Sam! Hey, listen to me, we are going to patch you up, okay… You’ll be as good as new. Huh? I’m going to take care of you. I’m going to take care of you. I gotcha. It’s my job, right, watch out for my pain-in-the-ass little brother… Sam… Sam… Sammy!”
a void in my chest was beginning to fill with anger. quiet, defeated anger that guaranteed me the right to my hurt, that believed no one could possibly understand that hurt.
#that line in citizen fang could quite possibly be #one of the most painful things to experience #like #Sam’s spent the last 8 years of his life #side by side with Dean #hunting with him watching his back sleeping in the same rooms #eating together talking laughing trying to save him #jumped in the pit #hunted while he was losing his mind #lost Dean yet again #only to have him say #some guy that watched his back so he could get a ticket out of purgatory #was the person who had never let him down #just #i fucking can’t even imagine how Sam feels in that moment
#yep of all the shit that went down in s8 that’s the scene that pisses me off the most #i get that dean pushes people away to protect himself and he hits them where it hurts most but that was uncalled for #and something he never apologized for so i’m sure sam thinks he meant it #and it pisses me off how fandom brushes off when shit like that is done/said to sam #and actually have the gall to call him selfish for his speech in 8.23 where he is literally crying and ready to kill himself b/c he doesn’t #wanna let dean down again. sorry but if dean is allowed to feel bad about stuff that isn’t his fault or that happened a long time ago #then sam is allowed to have internalized his self-loathing about the things that have been said to and about him his entire life #from ”you’re a freak” to ”you’re a monster” to ”you’re not my brother” and so on #because *gasp* sam is a person with feelings too!!! i know take a minute let that sink in
so crawl on my belly until the sun goes down / i’ll never wear your broken crown / i can take the road and I can fuck it all away / and in this twilight our choices seal our fate