thebrokenboyking:

iamsupernaturalsbitch:

#this is what sam meant when he said he wouldn’t do the same #he wouldn’t let anyone violate dean because sam know how it feels to be violated #sam knows how it feels to be possessed to not have any control over his own body and life #sam not wantingto take away dean’s agency is a good thing #sam not wantingto let something alien possess his brother is a good thing #sam not wanting anything to violate dean IS A GOOD THING

#{this times a gazillion}#headcanons#thoughts#{he’s been betrayed by so many people}#{violated so many times by so many others}#{and when he finally thought maybe he was safe from it}#{Dean does the same thing and tricks him}#{/lies/ to him}#{and it may have been key in his survival}#{but sam would rather have died than been violated and lied to and betrayed yet /again}#{it would have been better}#{he wouldn’t have to worry about whether he could still trust Dean or not}#{and right now? he still doesn’t}#{he thought he was with the one person who wouldn’t ever do that to him and now he has no safety catch}#{Dean was it; he was the last}#{and now Sam isn’t sure who to trust because he can’t trust anyone at least not completely anymore}#{and Dean doesn’t see what he did}#{and that’s what makes all of this 100 times worse}#{Dean doesn’t even see his mistake or how much he broke his own brother with one choice}#{that’s why Sam would never have done this in the same circumstances}#{he would leave choice to his brother} (x)

_{I’VE GOT MY CAR LEGGO I’LL BE THERE IN A FEW HOURS}

_{OKAY SOUNDS GOOD. I’LL BE WAITING OUTSIDE WITH SOME HONEY WHISKEY, A KEYBOARD, AND A LIFETIME OF SAM/AUTUMN FEELS}

_{yES LET’S DO IT LETS RUN AWAY FUCK COLLEGE I WANNA BE ONE WITH NATURE}

_{OKAY GOOD LET’S DO THIS} 

_{so like in the span of 2 minutes 10 drunk people migrated into my room. how the fuck am i supposed to write my paper now god help me.}

• _{schonenherbst said: dude same here i have two papers to write for tomorrow and im just drinking twisted tea and on the verge of crying about my life college is hard}

_{can we just like stop with the college thing and run away together like sam and autumn and drive across the country and drink and smoke and have a hella rad time? because i’d be down for that}

_{i’m laughing because i’m sitting here drinking wine and fucking around on tumblr while i should be writing the 10 page research paper that i have no sources for and is due tomorrow}

_{kisses 4 new englanderz we da bomb}

thebrokenboyking:

thebrokenboyking:

rexpuerilis liked your post:whispers into the wind about hurt!sam

squints at u

wingedxwarrior:

        “…no…”

_{❝ yeah, didn’t think so. y'know, you and
dean really should eat something other
than burgers every once in a while. ❞}