lastlivingpotterarchive:

                                         the word ‘savior’
                                         means nothing 
                                              when you’re left all alone
                                              and the people you tried to save
                                              are dead. 

thebrokenboyking:

samprincesschester:

#that line in citizen fang could quite possibly be #one of the most painful things to experience #like #Sam’s spent the last 8 years of his life #side by side with Dean #hunting with him watching his back sleeping in the same rooms #eating together talking laughing trying to save him #jumped in the pit #hunted while he was losing his mind #lost Dean yet again #only to have him say #some guy that watched his back so he could get a ticket out of purgatory #was the person who had never let him down #just #i fucking can’t even imagine how Sam feels in that moment 

#yep of all the shit that went down in s8 that’s the scene that pisses me off the most #i get that dean pushes people away to protect himself and he hits them where it hurts most but that was uncalled for #and something he never apologized for so i’m sure sam thinks he meant it #and it pisses me off how fandom brushes off when shit like that is done/said to sam #and actually have the gall to call him selfish for his speech in 8.23 where he is literally crying and ready to kill himself b/c he doesn’t #wanna let dean down again. sorry but if dean is allowed to feel bad about stuff that isn’t his fault or that happened a long time ago #then sam is allowed to have internalized his self-loathing about the things that have been said to and about him his entire life #from ”you’re a freak” to ”you’re a monster” to ”you’re not my brother” and so on #because *gasp* sam is a person with feelings too!!! i know take a minute let that sink in

xxcastiel:

[ ✞ ]      ❝i do not understand.❞

       _{❝ cas? hey, hey, you okay? ❞}

jaredbottoms:

so crawl on my belly until the sun goes down / i’ll never wear your broken crown / i can take the road and I can fuck it all away / and in this twilight our choices seal our fate

saltysamgirl:

saltysamgirl:

“You wouldn’t do the same for me.”

Wow Dean

wow

Way to use every occasion to guilt Sam, never mind that he’s bleeding to death

Carry on, if you’re lucky, maybe he’ll try again to sacrifice his life to prove himself worthy to you

“You know what my biggest sin was? How many times I’ve let you down.” - sounds familiar? And all times Sam saved your ass, even this season? Or are those memories inconvenient for your pity party? 

no, he’s not repeating sam’s words. sam said that he wouldn’t have done the same thing as dean in the same circumstances - meaning, he wouldn’t disregard dean’s choice, wouldn’t trick him into possession and lie to him for months. this is good thing. but it doesn’t mean sam would let dean bled to death, it doesn’t mean he doesn’t have dean’s back on hunts anymore.

dean had heard what he wanted to hear. he heard what allows him to wallow in self pity, without considering what he’d done wrong. it’s trying to guilt sam into submission, trying to get him to admit that dean was right in gadreel situation.

once again - it is not what sam said.

skycifer:

If I'm dead, I stay dead. Nobody can reverse it, nobody can deal it away... and nobody else can get hurt because of me.

treetopperstiel:

“It’s hard to believe you were the guy that saved the world once.”

_{ooc; Just take care of yourself, remember that your hair will start faLLING OUT IF YOU DON’T SLEEP.}

_{yeah okay that sounds like no fun at all.} 

_{ooc; gO TO SLEEP OMG. That’s so not good D: #concerned.}

_{yes i feel like sleep would be a good idea but like homework eurgh.}

_{i have officially been awake for 44 hours}