broken

there's so much evil in the world, dean.

i feel like i could d r o w n in it.

independent sam winchester
written by hannah

          ” ——don’t sam. please.
                              its done.
      you made your choice.
                                           now we both have to live with it. “

_{❝ this is my choice, dean.}
_{i’m trying, i am, but it's hard.}
_{i don’t want to disappoint you again.}_❞

May 4 (16:48) ( 8 )
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# therighteoussoldier # ; case file # [ i like don't have any particular ideas ] # [ maybe he slipped up and had demon blood or something? ] # [ or something else with the whole 'you wouldn't do it for me' thing ]

ɪ’ᴍ ᴀ m̢͚̭̯̅͑̒͒͊̑̈́ͅo͋̎͟͏̱̝̯̞̟͔n̦̗̯̼ͮͧ͟s̛̖̮̙̆ͣ͘t̹̪̞̺́ͅẽ̥͎ͥ̈͛͊ͭͧ̚r̨͕̱̥͖̜̤̓͒̅̆̽̀͟ͅ.
נυѕт ℓιкє тнєу ѕαу.

May 4 (16:20) ( 391 )
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# ; musings

jaredbottoms:

”[…] I don’t think he could bear the thought of life without me.”

May 3 (16:05) ( 9465 )
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# [ shit ] # ; musings # ; memories

"You whine about not finding love, but the reason you don’t find love is because you don’t deserve it."

—

Matt Donovan to Rebekah Mikaelson

Sometimes I cannot help but wonder if I truly do not deserve love.

(via bxyking)

May 3 (16:02) ( 9 )
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# ; musings

resilientbonesarchive:
""Just a quick peek? I was told by that girl Jess that it's huge and then that weirdo Maddy agreed, Sam pLEASE THIS IS CRUCIAL." "

_{❝ why are we even talking}
_{about this right now?}_❞

May 3 (15:58)

# autumnxbelle # ; answered # ; ( x. hopeless wanderer )

”Happy birthday, Sam,”

he offers a grin, sliding a poorly wrapped box in front of his brother as he shifts his way into the seat across the table.
[[decanuslocusta]]

_{❝ dude. you didn’t have to.}_❞

_{he gestures to the box,}
_{both grateful and wary.}

_{well, he supposes he can at least}
_{attempt to pretend to enjoy his birthday.}

May 3 (15:57) ( 1 )

# decanuslocusta # [ haha here a day late bc i suck ] # submission

_❝_{uh, thanks, cas. that’s, um…}
_{yeah… thank you.}_❞

May 3 (15:45) ( 1 )

# [ lol good job hannah way 2 not be on for sam's bday ] # [ i'm cracking up though this is beautiful ] # submission # waywardtendencies

julianafrinks:

( May 2nd ) Happy birthday, Sam Winchester.

May 2 (10:42) ( 30947 )
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_{autumnxbelle:}

{❦} “Hey——happy birthday! I got you something, just a little gift. I didn’t think you’d want something super fancy.”

_❝_{you, uh…}
_{you really didn’t have to.}_❞

_{he’s trying to keep his tone bright}
_{but, as usual, he’s not very successful.}
_{after all, what’s there to be excited}
_{about when all your birthday means}
_{is one more year of hell?}

May 2 (10:39) ( 28 )
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# autumnxbelle # ; case file # ; ( x. hopeless wanderer ) # [ OKAY WOW SAM STOP BEING A BITCH ] # [ IM SORRY I TRIED TO MAKE HIM BE HAPPY ]

_{hellsfinestredhead:}