there's so much evil in the world, dean.
i feel like i could   d r o w n   in it.
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independent sam winchester
written by hannah

autumnxbelle:

                   ❝ gσ∂ ι’м sσ cяαzү, вαвү, ι’м sσяяү тнαт ι’м мιsвεнαvιηg. ❞

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 multi-verse & multi-ship 
 will do one-liners, paras & novella style
 primarily uses icons / gif icons
 mun is of age & trigger-free ( triggering material and nsfw will be tagged )
 au’s are more than welcome
 about 6 years of rp experience
 generally very friendly
❦previously schonenherbst

                                                           { Autumn Belle }

 talks to too many strangers to be considered smart
 likes books, cuddling, movies, parties and drugs
 ask her about anything except her parents

May  8  (0:40)    ( 8 )
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samwesson:

a void in my chest was beginning to fill with anger. quiet, defeated anger that guaranteed me the right to my hurt, that believed no one could possibly understand that hurt.

May  7  (18:37)    ( 3974 )
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autumnxbelle:

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{❦} “Something the movies never
tell you about the end of the world,
there’s a lot of fucking splinters.”

                 She’s hunched over, nails
                 digging into her palm.

        “I’ve gotten like three, just
          today alone. This sucks.”  

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   ❝ there’s a lot of things
               they don’t tell you. ❞  

                                 like the stench.
             no one ever mentions that.
                     rotting flesh stinks, worse
                     than anything sam’s ever
                     smelled in his life, and it’s
                     e v e r y w h e r e . 

       ❝ you get them out? ❞  

May  7  (16:57)    ( 10 )
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autumnxbelle:

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{❦} This is her favorite part about being awake in the mornings.

                    “She said I don’t know if I’ve ever been good enough
                      I’m a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
                     And I don’t know if I’ve ever been really loved
                     By a hand that’s touched me, well I feel like something’s
                    Gonna give a
nd I’m a little bit angry—

        She’s cooking breakfast in her little boyshorts and a crop top, oblivious to anything besides the food in front of her and the song playing from the iPod dock to her left. There’s a pause in her singing as she reaches up towards the cabinet, pulling out the salt shaker and adding some to the eggs, wriggling her hips along with the motion.

                   ”—I wanna take you for granted,
                    Well I will, well I will.

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     if sam had to choose, he’d be a morning person.  unfortunately,
     things rarely work out in his favor, and so he often ends up staying
     awake into the wee hours of the morning or just being too damn
     exhausted to get up any earlier than ten am. still, the days he is able
     to rise early, to get a coffee while it’s still hot or read a newspaper
     fresh off the press, he finds he likes the way the sun’s early beams
     slot through his sleazy motel-room blinds and cast geometric
     patterns across the carpet.

                                                           today seems to be one of those days.

             the sun is bright, smiling at him from across the room.
             he blinks, chasing away the last vestiges of sleep from
             his eyes as music rings in his ears. must’ve been what
             woke him up.

                                         he rises from the bed, taking a moment
                                         to stretch his arms over his head, and
                                         pads over to where autumn is dancing.   

        ❝ mmmm…. eggs? smells good. ❞

May  7  (16:51)    ( 6 )
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karmaalma:

4.20 / 9.21

May  7  (14:18)    ( 16000 )
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whskeybent:

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     [ the one thing that always plagued dean
        was nightmares—nightmares of sam dead,
        lifeless, leaving dean by himself, and the 
        finality of it is really what scares him the most.
        he knows he wouldn’t be able to face the world
        without the other. so when the latest nightmare
        stirs him up from sleep at three am, he does the
        practical thing; instead of screaming, he just
        curls closer to his sibling’s back, nose trailing
        along the back of sam’s neck, exhaling softly. ]

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       [   there’s something reassuring about waking up in
            his brother’s arms. it should feel strange, or even
            wrong, but instead it just feels like   h o m e .  he
            nuzzles  back  into  dean’s arms, mind foggy with
            the early stages of wakefulness, and suppresses a
            shiver  as  his brother’s warm breath tickles across
            the   sensitive   skin   at   the   nape   of   his    neck.   ]

May  7  (4:28)    ( 36 )
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"I am ashes where I was once fire."


Lord Byron, To the Countess of Blessington (via firemxtt)
May  6  (19:37)    ( 10735 )
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xxcastiel:

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[ ✞ ]      ❝i asked a woman where the nearest rest stop was
                and she screamed and touched me with the device—
                                                                    and then she ran away.❞

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     his first reaction is overwhelming relief, because
     while tasering can be extremely painful (trust him,
     he knows) it hardly ever causes lasting damage.
     next comes some sort of misplaced humor, because
     come on, an angel getting tasered?

                  ❝ shit, cas. what’d you do                     
                      threaten her with your angel blade?  ❞

May  5  (13:32)    ( 5 )
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femharringrove:

the four loves: sam

   [inspired by]

May  5  (13:23)    ( 9895 )
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autumnxbelle:

resilientbonesarchive:

 Seaside Resort & Spa 

                                     ”Life’s a beach, take a break!

    Here at Seaside, we provide all sorts of relaxing areas and services to eliminate the stress from your life! Yoga classes on the beach, massages, facials, hot tubs, saunas, and more are all included to offer you the best stay! Our classes are taught by licensed professionals, yoga, kickboxing, pilates, spin classes, nearly anything you can imagine can be found at Seaside Resort & Spa! Set right on the beach and owned by the prestigious Kimball family, our resort offers more relaxation techniques than any other of it’s kind. Don’t believe us? Come and see for yourself!

    At Seaside, the staff does everything they can to make sure their guests have a relaxing stay. There are open positions for any job found at a Spa, and they’re hiring. The owner’s daughter is in charge ( with yoga instructor Sam Winchester as backup), but she’s not one to boss around her employees, so anything could happen behind the scenes. There are an awful lot of pretty people and private rooms to go around, and there are more ways to relax than yoga classes and candles. 

Rules 
  • Any fandom welcome
  • Well-written OC’s welcome as well
  • Please send applications to either myself or Hannah
  • No godmodding
  • If you send hate to anyone, you are out. Bye.
  • Try to follow and interact with everyone in the verse.
  • No doubles of characters (exceptions will be made for muns who have both discussed it and want to do some sort of twin thing)
  • Track the tag v; life’s a beach
Application

Name:
Age:
Job (unless they’re a guest):
Short bio/basic info: 

The Staff

Autumn Kimball ( Manager; Part time masseuse )
Sam Winchester ( Assistant manager; Yoga instructor )
Dean Winchester ( Kickboxing instructor
Mari Day ( Meditation instructor )
Uzzah Porter ( Surfing/Snorkeling Instructor )
Stiles Stilinski ( Guest )
Faith ‘Flips’ Ryan ( Guest )

May  5  (11:55)    ( 66 )
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