a man takes his sadness down to the river and throws it in the river but then he's still left with the river. A man takes his sadness and throws it away but then he's still left with his hands.
independent sam winchester written by hannah
"Mother, I tried, please believe me. I’m doing the best that I can. I’m ashamed of the things I’ve been put through. I’m ashamed of the person I am."
A smile tugs at her lips as she sets her sights on him, nearly bouncing to his side. She had been looking up and down for her colleague for nearly an hour, making a game out of it rather than just calling him.
”I’ve been looking for you. I was thinking about joining your class this afternoon.”
❝ hey. ❞
she’s overly jumpy today. granted, autumn always has a lot of energy, but she basically pounces on him the moment he turns around.
❝ yeah? maybe you should let out some of that energy in kickboxing instead. ❞
Her gaze flicks to his face for a fraction of a second before she’s back to digging at her palm, pinching and prodding to get that stupid little piece of wood out.
”All but one, it’s in there pretty deep. I hope it doesn’t get infected.”
She holds her hand out a bit, fingers splayed and palm facing upwards to show him the offending splinter.
maybe walking dead was spot on, but sam thinks that nothing really could have prepared him or anyone else for the actual end. besides, no matter how realistic, it’s always romanticized. really, there’s no glory in being the hero. all that’s left is to pray you make it to the next day.
❝ i’ve got a pocket knife, if you wanna try and use that. ❞
so i’ve been procrastinating on this for a little over a week now, but i figured i’d finally kick myself in the ass & thank all of you for sticking around with me for so long. i haven’t done a follow forever since december, & hitting over 1500+ followers is a huge fucking deal for me. so this is my chance to share some of my most favorite people in the world with you all, in hopes that you can enjoy them as much as i do. seriously, these are some really fucking talented folks here. check ‘em out. xx —— luci
♡ ♡ the babes ♡ ♡
malolupx — dudebro, you’re my best friend in pretty much the entire world. i know the entire time we’re together we just yell at each other, but that’s pretty much what dean and derek do when they hang out as well. we have real talks about some serious things, and you’re one of the only people that i can come to with pretty much anything. sometimes i sit here and just stare at your threads with other people because holy shit you have derek down to a tee, and you don’t get enough credit for that. if anyone is looking for an a+ derek hale, look no further than here. i love you, dumbass.
deathisarose — shanny. you’re my bb and nobody can tell me otherwise. i love that you’re not afraid to bug me to write, or just throw lydia right in my face. i love that. you’re a really positive force in my life, and i’m really glad that our muses clicked in that one chatzy. you’ve got a certain something about you that i just can’t get enough of, and you write as lydia so damn well that it scares me sometimes. don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise.
ozazm — bobobobo. it’s quite fitting that i misspell your name as ‘no’ a lot, since that’s pretty much my reaction to anything you post. you’re a feels canon that goes off all the time, and i fucking love it! deen loves your sam so much it physically hurts me, and i wouldn’t have it any other way.
wolfskinnedxdoe — sabriiiina. dani actually ruins deen and i, and i hate you. if he wasn’t such an asshole, maybe they’d be able to patch up their so-called relationship, but until then, i’m just going to stalk you from afar and cry to you over skype about what could’ve been.
raisedtherighteousman — cami! i love you to death. you’re the one person i can come to with whatever’s bothering me at the present time, and i can rest assured you’ll agree with me on some aspect. i love that you can make me laugh by sending me stupid shit from the internet, or that you’ll cheer me up when i’m having a bad day. most of all, i love that you write cas so well, along with all of your other muses.
bold — my babies, let me love you italic — i stalk you from afar, come love me normal — you’re amazing & i want to pet your face
if you’re not on here, please don’t fret. i love everyone i’ve interacted with over the past two years of running this blog, and i’m so very grateful for all of you, each and every day of my life!
