there's so much evil in the world, dean.
i feel like i could   d r o w n   in it.
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independent sam winchester
written by hannah

hellfollowshim:

222 of you suckers stalking me? I’m A M A Z E D. How did I trick 222 people into thinking I’m a blog worth following? I must be some trickster.

This is one of my blogs that I’ve had the longest… if you ignore the fact that I revamped it because then I’ve had it for a year almost. Dean challenges me and role playing as him makes me insecure because there are literally hundreds of other Deans out there that are better but anyhow, I really enjoy it and it’s all thanks to you guys. So here’s a shout-out to a few of you…

     jesslynshepard
          Where do I begin to talk about Caro? There’s so much to say about Caroline. She’s possibly my best friend on tumblr and I’m so impressed with her OC. With her character building skills she could quite literally right a book or maybe a manuscript for a film. She’s super nice and so tolerant and she deserves so much love and recognition because she’s AMAZING. Her character is a canon character that has yet to make her appearance in the MARVEL Cinematic Universe.

     fidensxvenator
          So, Freya. She’s a sweetheart. She’s so adorable and cute and hyper and really you just want to cuddle her because she’s so lovely. Her character Jane is adaptable to any fandom which is so impressive, I dunno how she does it.

     hairbloodandmindtricks
          The Sam to my Dean, literally. Lyds is my first Sam that really clicked with my Dean and also my main Sam. Lydia is a funny, nice and super awesome person to get to know and talk to. She’s so layed back and though she may not be extremely active her Sam is wonderful.

     starksprincess
          If you’re looking for an OC Stark/Potts child, I can guarantee you that Bianca Stark is so quality she’ll seem canon to you. She’s absolutely perfect and has the traits from Virginia and Tony that she needs to have and on top of that she’s a badass. Thea is also one of my good friends on here and she’s a lovely mun who deserves lots of love.

SENPAIS

     titaniumallxy   |   codenamewinter   |   dontscratchthewalls   |   scarredbyxhellfire   |   pulledfromhell   |   notwrath   |   coccinoregina   |   remissivemetaphor   |   fxmilybusiness   |   prohevefilidevium   |   vampiricallyxspeaking   |   stillcas   |   knightxofxhell   |   notxofuse   |   knxfecollection   |   rexpuerilis   |   angrygreen   |   deathisarose   |   xanimacruciari   |   leoxfitz

FAMILY FEELS

     inthejournal   |   saygoodnighttoyourbrother   |   mxmabear   |   ofburnedflesh   |   supernxvaa   |   xkingharvelle   |   xprimadxnna   |   ellenhxrvelle   |   forgottennovak   |   belovedmoore   |   amissisinbello   |   angelusvasoblitus   |   destielbastard   |   borninthebackoftheimpala

AWESOME PEOPLE

     itsmeg-megmasters   |   xdominae   |   silver-argents   |   cantkillatrick   |   rissastark   |   sammysnotmyname   |   imsammywinchester   |   protectingdarach   |   jane-bucky-barnes   |   irretrievabledelicacy   |   xanathema   |   morticiantomonsters   |   stillcastiel   |   wholenewkindoffreak   |   incognitomessenger   |   ask-themoose   |   stuckinyourshadow   |   findacauseandserveit   |   xdemondrinker   |   queenconquering   |   shinyblackchevrolet   |   heavenforbidme   |   angelusdominicastiel   |   gracilisx   |   iamnotsammy   |   heartedxsoul   |   fallenservantoftheheavens   |   samweechesters   |   plaidshirtsandsalad   |   howdyjohnimmeg   |   flameinheaven   |   hellsxqueen   |   toobeautifulxtolive   |   acrownofflameforaking   |   emmxfrxst   |   xmpyrean   |   excitus   |   notahxro   |   brightestwiitch   |   dominoeswillfalllikepeople   |   bestxpromises   |   dxamondsx   |   warriorwithabow   |   thedeadhidebullets   |   blackxxbird   |   theyoungerxwinchester   |   devilxshoestring   |   impetuousangelbalthazar   |   demonrubi   |   firstwomanofletters   |   pexceoutbitches   |   babyimpxla   |   ofblacksmoke   |   stanfordplaid   |   credemuscras   |   powerlikepoison   |   swordofthursday   |   oneofgreed   |   misgiive

BONUS / GIVEAWAY

          I’m not good at edits and stuff but I’ll do a random organizer thing after the 24th of                     everyone who reblogs this and the lucky winner will be tagged in a small artwork I’ll do           of their muse.

June  18  (17:27)    ( 49 )
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BONNAROO HERE WE COME

June  10  (11:21)    ( 2 )

whereifellfromgrace:

mooseleys:

lookit how hAPPY THEY WERE

 (x)

June  5  (23:10)    ( 12820 )
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hedonistique:

hedonistique-deactivated2014082:

❝ you’ll always have little old me. ❞

     until you stab me in the back bc i only wanted
     what was best for you. haha. no i’m still not
     over that don’t touch me.  balthazar will always
     be my baby but so will everyone i follow. you
     all hold a dear place on my dash, some of us
     are friends. others— i’d like to be. just know if
     you aren’t here i treasure you all the same but
     tumblr’s follow list isn’t reliable. read more for
     names okay. i didn’t want to spam dash.

Read More

June  5  (23:08)    ( 87 )
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edhelernil:

it has been two-thousand years since i last got laid six months since i jumped the gun in making this blog and yadda yadda, really, i have no idea how you lot put up with my presence on your dash. i probably put more ooc than i do ic (sorry about that, i’m incredibly self conscious of my writing skills, so i fill the awkward silences i’m not at work in with idiotic nuances of my daily life) but this is kind of my thank you for sticking ‘round this long and all that fun jazz. now that there are almost 2000 of you buggers hanging around my blog (really; are you lost?) i ought to put a little bit of my love into a post for you because i’ve said it before — and i shall say it again; i cannot run this blog without you guys. your support and interaction with Legolas means the world to me and he has grown so much, beyond my expectations and i love it.

so here we have a list of special people — some friends, some rp partners, some who have been supportive of me in dark times, this part is for you.

svikinnar - hedonistique - wansui - britannianking - melancholxa - punchingboulders - singlasses - agaetliga - astrifer-ous - stillcas - viewtokill - xxcastiel / lxviathan / xxliar - primapariah - lastlivingpotter - mkuundogo - learnedskill - rhomru - calis-vol - scottiish - kingoftheravens - darkingofmordor - wardenofthewood - underoakandbeech - egbxrt - maimedlion - regaliis - redwinterfall

& based on my personal experience from the last time i made one of these damn things, this next part is not going to be exceptionally long to refrain from another tumblr mishap, so just know that even if your name is not mentioned on the list and we are mutuals, i definitely love you and i want you to touch my butt

queenxcersei - deadmens - soldatzimy - digital-missiles - ardentesvoix - arielshepard - aranearum - gehennam - tsukishimmy - souncivilised - pulledfromhell - puristmalfoy - centricism - myturntocarve - witness-protection-with-wings - witweer - rexpuerilis - rapusodosu - fromaboxofscraps - bowofthegaladhrim - daughterofforgottenkings - dnitegirl - belenwen - bowtied - askmiddlearth - malevolentmonarch - mlrkwoodarchers - ashkii-dighin - alwaysenduphere - stuckinyourshadow - waywardsoldier - wasthatnotprocedure - motherofasgard - xvdova - inficiio - infiltate - apaidprice - apercibe - abamentia - abrideoffire - ablackwing - abxrai - assistantdarcy - boromirs - bendxsnap - scarredbyxhellfire - saberedge - discordare - deduiire - heartofrevolutions - imnotafanofbeingpoked - ceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelegorm - callmeselina - captxinhooks - callmexbeepme - crownofleavesandberries - gaaaladrieeel - eomeer - eowyynnnn - mirthrandir - lunaeterea - legosass - lokkja - masochisticsadist - femaletitantype - auburnmaid - auspicis - chlorur - papilione - makhrem - braveboswell - lxgique - lxppi - cuarrto - felix—fides - ferociter - ubijca - questionxble - scarysunako - theyoungsir - exlitteris - maaaglooor - weaverofages - tolkienrppositivity - oldspxrt - justanorphan - malevolentqueen - fideluxx - ortusvir - materxnatura - heiressofdorne - ignatiius - wxbslinger - lxgos - reactxr - adamantiumsoldier - taaaaaaaauuuuuuuuriiiiiiieeeeel - bakusaijin - ofcursedblood - piripsol - smokinshield - queenlly - stratiotis - angrygreen - salutificator - sapphirescales - firemxtt - finiis - fxdora - heavenforbidme - bloodiedgunslinger - sindxrin - xtelumendil - valiantfindekano - vaenxel - notafossil - titaniumallxy - txrncloak - soteriax - relicuums - finrodthefaithful - shirelingfrodo - wisebyexperience - pxntmercy - deadmos - deadmens - earmires - protegerex - xwhatsayyou - kovotojas - xmerifri

June  5  (22:49)    ( 136 )
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bloodbedewed:

                                                                                                     & rexpuerilis

                    And so a mind instantaneously shows a mild recognition
                    at the form that lays before sight. There is a remembrance
                    of Sam; recollection shall never leave a tragedy stained
                    mind. Jessica had been making her way back to the
                    grunge’d motel room that served as a temporary roof
                    for she and Dean.Now, however, her back remains pressed
                    against a bricked surface, out of sight. Hunter instincts 
                    rise within, bringing a forced grip to a firearm. Her chest
                    is heavy, a cemented sensation tainting lungs. Slowly,
                    gun raised and pointed at the ghost, she maneuvers herself
                    to he, hesitation still plaguing every footfall. The voice catches
                    the tongue, and she places herself a few paces; luckily
                    twilight has fallen, leaving them practically alone. 

                           Alright, five seconds to explain what the Hell you are 
                             and not a single one to turn around.

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he’s wandering, trying to figure out where the hell gabriel
had sent him this time, when he catches sight of her.  his
heart falters in his chest and he pauses, frozen in place.  
this is low, even for the trickster.  then again, he did make
him relive dean’s death over and over and over again, so
maybe sam is just overestimating his capacity for empathy
and compassion.

                                          ❝                     j-jess? ❞

             sam is tentative, uncertain. she’s holding a gun
            [   when the hell did his jess learn how to hold a weapon  ]
            and she looks strong.  she looks like a hunter.  
            but that’s not right. that’s so wrong that it physically
            pains him, like a blow to the chest, and he nearly
            jolts with the shock of it. 

                                                                  ❝ what are you doing here? ❞

June  5  (22:47)    ( 2 )
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deadmens:

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   ’ That’s not a dog, that’s a freakin’
     rat. ‘

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      ❝  ——— okay? it’s still harmless. ❞

June  3  (14:59)    ( 2 )
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okay wow i’m so sorry that i haven’t been active at all lately.  i’ve been busy with graduations and everything that goes along with that (my sister’s boyfriend and my littlest sister as well as a few friends) and then i got into the divergent trilogy and spent all my free time reading. anyway, i don’t really have a good excuse, but i’m sorry!  

i probably won’t be all that active for the next week or too either, because i’ve got a few graduation parties to get to.  i’m also going to a first aid kit concert and then to bonnaroo (woo!) so i have to pack and shop for that stuff.  i love all of you and thank you so much for being patient!

June  3  (14:55)    ( 2 )

sacriifical:

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hen I decided to make Jo, after long deliberation with myself, and a friend or two, I had no idea that she’d receive this kind of welcome. I thought she’d get, you know, fifty followers, seventy, tops, and that it’d stay steady about there. I thought I’d have about two people really interested in writing with her. But I’m going to be quite frank with you all: I’ve had this blog for four days, and already there are one hundred of you, that took the time to follow me. Four days in, and I’m already more than pleasantly surprised by how talented you all are, and how you’ve chosen to follow me. And that means so much to me. So, thank you. Thank you all so very, very much.

ow, the nitty-gritty

hose in italics are people I admire, the bolded are senpais, and small text are talented, valued writers who deserve recognition and love. ( wink wonk. )

agnelino animacorruptibilis antiherxic araiigneeayrendium • beerandhunts
bloodonherhands
bluntxinstrument • brutewarrior • burntwxngs • cagedxbird
carrie—white • damnatiion • damnedimples • deadmens demonolxgy • divxnus empathd exlitteris ferociter fxmilybusiness • greatxthief • gunpowered hauntedbyblood inficiio • justaburger • learnedskilllxyalty • lycanthropiic markofakiller • mastxrs •  metamxrphosis • militusinfractusmisplacxd mxron
 na-hath needlessdeath neveryourchosenonenightxbitchoh—lazarus
 original—siinpulledfromhellpxision pxnisherraisedcain raisedhunter
reactxrrexpuerilis roboreus • rxgemsacrosxnctserxph sonofapie
stewlinski
stillcassupernxvaasurvxvantsxlfur thatburden therighteoussoldiervenenatisxjustoviruden whowaits wxbslingerxanimacruciarixrisenyoucantroofymeyourridetohell

May  27  (17:52)    ( 53 )
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wingedxwarrior:

So today I reached my goal of 500 followers. This is all so surreal, as I didn’t think I’d get past ten. This was originally my birthday goal, but my birthday isn’t for another two months, so this kinda makes me really happy. 

That being said, I decided to make a follow forever to show my appreciation because I don’t have photoshop and therefor can’t do a cool icon giveaway or anything. Ugh. But that’s okay! This still works, right? 

I love and appreciate each and every one of you. You’re all so amazing and kind, and if I could I’d give all of you a hug. If you’re not on here, please don’t be upset! I still love you lots! Thank you for all the support. Thank you for everything. 

Now that we’ve got the sappy part covered, let’s get to the actual thingy.

alwaysenduphereanaelxanimacorruptibilisantiitheusarchangxl badcompxny — beatenhalo — brokenlittlebeckybxrningheartchainxbreakerconstantquibblingcrashandbxrncreatoromniumdamnedimplesdecanuslocustadivxnusdontscratchthewallsdriverpicksthexmusicfetchinglyfeistyfiliaxmortemfiniisfirstxbornfxmilygreatxthiefgrishildrgwendolynnightengalehellraisxrhellsmorningstarhispinkandyellowhumani-amthehighwayiamevxlincognitomessengerjustaburgerknightofhxllla-iadloverofwarmhugsluciferazelxyaldaughtermadegodlaughmakexitxlatermalumnavismisguidedwinchestermissingaheartmoosexwinchestermurdercainnerdqueenofoznightxbitchnotsocuteandcuddlynotwrathvaniityissuesoh—lazarusoldspxrtonelasttrickoriginal—siinozazmpatronsaintofchivalrypinkspacechipsprohevefilideviumprotegamxeumpulledfromhellqueen—harvellequeenwithoutherthronerdxwsonreginam-abaddonrexpuerilisrighteouskillerrisxinflamesrockingtheimpalarosegundaysrxbelwithoutacausesayxgoodnightscarredbyxhellfireselfdeceptionshatteredcrisissomanyandsofewsonofapiesonuva—bitchsoxxgetxxthisstanfordxgirlsupernxvaaswordofthursdaytalk-to-tennantthenovakmartyrtherighteoussoldierthesilverxqueenvampiricallyxspeakingwhiskey-whispered-prayerswinchesstterwinstxnwitness-protection-with-wingswxngardiumleviosaxchessxharvellexninthsxthorns 

May  26  (21:23)    ( 65 )
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